New day...new dawn

Well it was another strange night...partial sleep....muddled dreams...

Well I guess the root is the anticipation of what follows in my next
chapter that I will manifest when I head home this weekend. The
reality of both parents not being there is becoming a tad overwhelming
however my comfort is that my days will be surrounded by warm memories
of time spent with them and another comfort is that the people who
have walked this journey with me will be there to catch me and
support.

I made a conscious decision last night to start lowering my guard and
just immerse and be entirely in my skin and just embrace the emotions
good or sad that awaits.

I feel in my core that no matter the emotion it's going to be beautiful....
Thanks to the gorgeous breeze out there this morning and the sight of
the birds for validating that.


This track " Up with the birds" from Coldplay picked me up this morning:

"The birds they sang,at break of day.
Start again I hear them say.
It's so hard to just walk away.
The birds they sang,all a choir.
Start again a little higher. "